My life is now entering a new season. Paula the love of my life and my soul mate has went to glory. Yes, I am still grieving and is getting better. I make be cast down today, but I am not destroyed. Soon I will take a new journey forward, by living with out my blessed wife. The Bible tells us that he that is married should do the things needed to please his wife, and that I have done for 12 years. Now it also says, he that is not married does the things to please God. I have a new lease on life, and I will devote myself to preaching, singing, and sharing the good news of Jesus Christ...louder, stronger, and bolder than ever.
I have a message to everyone:
to my childern:
Cricket....you overcome any circumstance with God, and don't let the naysayers get to you...remember God is in control.
Bub....don't dwell on past regrets, keep God close to your heart.....
Ian...remember you are special and don't hold your emotions in because of fear..perfect love cast's out fear.
Isaiah....Daddy is here and will always remind you of your mommy who prayed you back to life.
Kassie....you are Daddy's Girl and will always be Mommy's baby....remember the good times
Brandon....Remember you Mom was just like spiderman.....AMAZING
Nathan.....Love see past anger and fear.....and God will help you
jj....You will see mommy again...just squeeze your bear when you want a hug
Joesph.....Keep laughing...for the joy of the Lord is my stregth.
Mommy told Kassie don't get mad at God, he needed mommy to work in Heaven's Kitchen and nursery.
I warn those of you who speak evil of Paula to my children and the decision we have made they are not taken lightly and they hurt. However never judge a man until you walk in there shoes.
Christians keep praying will be home soon.
Sinners come to know the Lord
Hypocrites quit playing with God you will get burned
Love you all,
Steve
